We now have this light shining in our hearts, but we ourselves are like fragile clay jars containing this great treasure. This makes it clear that our great power is from God, not from ourselves. 2 Corinthians 4:7

Sunday, July 29, 2012

I survived the Clark County Fair (barely)


I haven’t blogged in awhile.  That’s because I’ve been swamped by preparations for the fair, and then living the actual event.  Now that it’s over, and I’ve had the requisite day to be ill and sleep it off, I thought I’d post some musings about my experiences.
This picture is here for shameless bragging purposes only.

First, fairs are dirty.  And if you’re in the horse barn next to the show arena, there is a constant dust storm blowing in your direction.  I would come home feeling like an extra from the movie version of “Dune”.  Even worse, I’d blow my nose, and the boogers were black.  Black!  I don’t even want to know what was going on there.  The best public restrooms were still subject to flooding, a lack of paper towels, an absence of soap, and a general lack of good hygiene.  And don’t even get me started on the piles of poop that I had to skirt on my way between the horse barn and the rabbit barn…

Next, fair food is creatively disgusting.  I know many people get excited about the food, and there are two things that I look forward to:  fair fries and candy apples.  My husband and I bonded over a serving of fair fries many, many years ago on a pre-date (don’t let him tell you it was a date, because it wasn’t), and the fries always seem special to me.  But when you get into things like “bacon cinnamon rolls” or “deep-fried Twinkies”, my arteries start clogging up just thinking about it.

And then there are the ignorant people.  Notice I said ignorant, and not stupid.  Please remember that “ignorant” simply means “uninformed”.  So I’m talking about the parents who take their kids through the horse barn, pick them up, and allow them to thrust their arms into the stalls to “pet the horsey” without knowing anything about the horse’s disposition.  Umm, some horses bite. Especially at fair, when they're all a little crabby and out of sorts.

But then there are the sweet little kids and the adults with genuine affection for the animals.  These are the ones who stop and ask about the animals, who ask permission to touch, who express interest in the animal as a special creation instead of a tool to be used.  The children who look with awe at Carina’s huge Paint horse, with his bi-colored eyes, and dream of riding something so majestic themselves.  The adults who look longingly at Blue, and talk about the days when they used to ride, and the affection they had for their horses.

I think that for the soul who is willing to take a moment, the spirit who is willing to focus beyond him/herself, the part of the fair that is so amazing is the animal barns.  So many children have spent huge amounts of time raising and training all sorts of animals.  I would see young girls curled up in the stalls, taking naps with their calves, children petting their goats, boys shearing their sheep as they stood quite content, children expressing all sorts of affection for their animals.  And these animals knew their master, were comfortable with their master, felt safe with their master.
I am the Good Shepherd.  I know my own sheep and my own sheep know me.  In the same way, the Father knows me and I know the Father.  I put the sheep before myself, sacrificing myself if necessary…This is why the Father loves me: because I freely lay down my life.  John 10:14-17(MSG)

If even a small child knows how to nurture and care for God’s creatures, how much more does our Father care for and love us!

Yes, and through His care and love, I’ve survived the fair! (barely)  Thanks to all the friends and family whose visits, texts, emails, and prayers made this week possible.  I think I’m still sane.  Or at least as sane as I was before this week, which isn’t saying much, I know…

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Reflections on the 4th


Sitting in chairs borrowed from my brother-in-law, I hold my husband’s hand like high school sweethearts.  On my other side, my son sits, not yet a man, but wielding the title with aplomb, graciously accepting the teasing of those behind us because he is, after all, the tallest man there, and is perhaps, blocking the view of the fireworks.

I rest my head against Chris’s shoulder, watching the children in front of us, giddy with excitement, still dripping with pool water, dancing on the sidewalk, sitting on towels, hair dripping in pool-created dreadlocks.  Still in their swimsuits, electric with excitement, they “ooh” and “ahh” with every firework that blossoms in the sky.  I hear my sister giggle and realize she is sitting amongst the children, next to my daughter, the girl-who-is-not-yet-woman. 

We look to the sky, watching the planned explosions, the beautiful colors and designs.  I hear Bruce Springsteen’s “Born in the USA” float through the air while fireflies create bursts of glory, praising their Maker.


Immense power and beauty elicited from purposeful destruction; the disastrous un-making that is necessary for the re-construction that creates something wonderful and amazing out of something ordinary and ugly.